Is maternal love enough for you to accept that your daughter grew up looking like Manny Pacquiao?
One day I was bored in front of the laptop and I suddenly had the urge to look for my exes' Facebook account. I guess it's a common crime for people with previous relationships/flings to suddenly want to check out how your exes look like in the present.
Anyway, most of the exes I found on Facebook (the ones that I can remember their full names) are now married or involved in a relationship like myself. It's nice to see that we're all moving on with our lives and I guess we wouldn't be as happy (well, I am at my happiest now because of the man I'm with presently) as we are now with other people if we didn't break up eons ago. I know that I was never the perfect girlfriend then and I am neither the perfect ex now because I am not friends with my exes--except for this one ex who is a real great guy--but I really felt happy for them.
As I found myself browsing through their Facebook albums, I saw this photo of a kid, who seemed like my first boyfriend's son, and it really made me feel good knowing that I didn't end up with this guy. I'm usually fond of kids and I honestly don't feel anything for this guy anymore but seeing how his kid looks like made me thank my lucky stars for not getting pregnant by this guy.
Okay. Di ko type ang fez ng bagets. Forgive me for being shallow but aren't we all dreaming of having beautiful kids someday? I got my wish, thank God! I have a very beautiful and charming daughter that I adore, halos sambahin ko pa araw-araw, so much and I just, for the life of me, couldn't imagine myself having a kid that looked like my ex' son.
Am I just downright cruel for thinking that way or did this kind of thought ever occurred to any women out there who've had the same experience as me who found out that their exes sired ugly kids?
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